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Sea of Indifference
07:35
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One more fail, scaring my skin, for the abyss to mock
They bring me down and downward I go, weighted down by inumerable mistakes
As I reach out for salvation, I'm shoved away by waves of judgement
As I see my ego torn apart, I'm drowning in a sea of indifference
I'm scared to fall once again, while they are staring
A sea of eyes, glowing, watching, mocking, preying on me and my past mistakes
To frame and belittle me, to get me and bring me down... down... down...
As I see my ego torn apart, I'm drowning in a sea of indifference
As I see my ego torn apart, I'm drowning in a sea of indifference
...in a sea of indifference...
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Disgrace
05:32
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Hope shattered throughout the years
Of a viable descendancy
Once a decent human being
That's now but a forgotten dream
Perverted sins of the flesh
Made me corrupted to the core
You think my mind isn't filled with darkness
But I'm not sane anymore
Tell me what you see
What I have become
Shadows of the past
Dragging me down
I am so afraid
To know I
Have become to you
Such a disgrace
Too late to extract me from this world of filth
It impregnated my every bones
Images of defilement flashes in
Be grateful to God I'm such a weakling
So weak in fact that I can't end it all
Can't use the holy sword to save us all
So please come next to me and take my hand
And honor me with a final dance
Tell me what you see
What I have become
Shadows of the past
Dragging me down
Tell me what you see
What I have become
Shadows of the past
Dragging me down
I am so afraid
To know I
Have become to you
Such a disgrace
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Unaware
09:17
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Gone (Loveloss Part I)
05:01
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Why are you gone?
You told me
You needed some time
To think and gather your thoughts
But you never told me
That meant you want to leave me
You... Left me all alone
I still don't understand
I know I made mistakes
But you left without a word
I did everything for you
But you still let go of me
I just want to know
Why. Are you gone?
Love has its ways I
Don't understand
But you never taught me
All the details I
Had to take in account
To love and satisfy you
I only cared for you
And still you are gone
So at least tell me why
You... Left me all alone
I still don't understand
I know I made mistakes
But you left without a word
I did everything for you
But you still let go of me
I just want to know
Why. Are you gone?
Why are you gone?
I am alone.
Why are you gone?
Don't leave me alone.
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Years of bliss
Innocence protected by thee
Annihilated by passage of time
Realisation of the fraud I am
Memories fade into black
Forgetting of all the good times
Only foul traces will remain
They will see everything but my pain
I apologize
For who I am
And what I've done
Against you all
No harm intended
You're all for me
I must repent
For whom I love
Oh... the horror I saw
When my reflection looked back at me
Displaying such vile imagery
Perpetrated to those in my heart
Denial is not an option
I can't avert my sight anymore
Confrontation must be the final showdown
Between who I was and who I really am
I apologize
For who I am
And what I've done
Against you all
No harm intended
You're all for me
I must repent
For whom I love
Oh... the horror I saw
Oh... of what I've become
Oh... The things that I've done
Oh... The mistakes I've shown
Oh... The blasphemes I've said
Oh... My Lord, I deserve death
I apologize
For who I am
And what I've done
Against you all
No harm intended
You're all for me
I must repent
For whom I love
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Beyond the Sunset
04:41
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Forgotten Dreams
07:13
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Oh, I know who you want to become
I don't even know who I am anymore - Tell me
Do you remember the dreams you told and swore to follow?
I just remember the nightmares I lived until now
Do you see the laughs and smiles we all shared together?
I can't laugh anymore
I don't see the child with eyes full of dreams
I've lost myself and dream no more...
Why won't you go out there anymore?
You used to be the liveliest child
be the liveliest child
We don't see what could have gone wrong
Gone Wrong
With you, at all
With me, at all
(Who could be at fault?)
We do not see that light in your eyes
Are you sure are you still our child?
For so long you were all our pride
But now, you are
A shell of Myself
Oh, I know who you want to become
I don't even know who I am anymore - Tell me
Do you remember the dreams you told and swore to follow?
I just remember the nightmares I lived until now
Do you see the laughs and smiles we all shared together?
I can't laugh anymore
I don't see the child with eyes full of dreams
I've lost myself and dream no more...
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Consequรชncias
05:43
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Uma paixรฃo imaterial
Alimentada pelos pares
Uma รณbvia falta de talento
resulta em um amor impossivel
Eu nunca parei de tentar
De continuar a querer amar
A musa que nรฃo quer ouvir-me
Mesmo assim nรฃo me deixa em paz
Gastei a minha vida toda
Lutando pra estar perto dela
Agora tenho de enfrentar
As consequรชncias
Nimgem terรก o tempo
De ver meu rosto
Eu vou deixar isto tudo
Por รกgua abaixo
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(Fraud) You thought you were good enough for them
(Impostor) Praises and trust were wrongfully given
(Deceiver) You made them believe you deserve their love
(Monster) After all this time, you're ought to realize
(Fraud) You thought their smiles were truly genuine
(Impostor) Yet only shame's what you truly deserve
(Deceiver) You made them blind from your hideous self
(Monster) It's time to accept your reflection
(Fraud) You thought you could hide yourself forever
(Impostor) The time has come to shatter the mask
(Deceiver) You made them think you could be with them
(Monster) Now save yourself by never coming again
I know I don't deserve the love
You've given me all this time
Your warmth should be lend to
Those who truly are worthy
Imposture has reached its limits
The mask is starting to crack
Redemption will come by
Disappearing from your lives
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They keep telling me about a place ...where...
Hope illuminates your way, at every step
I've been dreaming of such things, since I've started it all
I've been in this dark path since then so I'm
Imaginating Neon Lights
Piercing through the everlasting rain
I see them shining through the drops
And feel them piercing my eyes
I've been lost and wandering for years ...now...
I feel my choices are the ones to blame
I've been naive to think I deserve redemption
I am the one who deserves to be lost
Imaginating Neon Lights
Piercing through the everlasting rain
I see them shining through the drops
And feel them piercing my eyes
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Forever
06:31
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The time of innocence is gone
The veil of illusions is down
The ones I love are all ashamed
Of the failure I have become
The time of innocence is gone
I see their faces on the walls
Rictuses of disappointment
And cries of despair fill my soul
The time of innocence is gone
The veil of illusions is down
I can't stand their pain anymore
I am the reason of it all
I want to see them smile again
But for that I must disappear
My death will be your salvation
I am sorry for existing
My death will be your salvation
I am sorry for existing
I am sorry for existing
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Antheis France
Shrouds of blackness drifting through waves of nostalgia...
My universe is a blend of
Vapor/Synthwave, Depressive Black Metal and
Dark Clubbing.
My first LP "Proofs of Failure" is now available in all streaming platforms
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